Your Move Sita–My Special Christmas

imageI’m not sure exactly how old I was, somewhere in that awkward adolescent period, when I received a Christmas gift that became more special over time. The gift came quietly. After we had unwrapped our gifts and settled into cookies and cocoa, I noticed a wooden box under the Christmas tree. My mother said “oh, that’s for you. It’s something your aunt found in Sita’s basement and thought you would like to have.” I crawled under the tree and retrieved this chess set. It wasn’t in the best of shape; it had a few cracked squares, a few broken bits, and the construction was crude, but this chess set became one of my favorite things. It also deepened the love I had for my grandmother.

Sita (my paternal grandmother) and I had always had a special bond. People said that I was her favorite grandchild. I won’t argue. I was the youngest child of her youngest child and we lived right next door to her until I was 10. I spent a lot of time with her while I was growing up, I had a Biblical name and in her eyes, I could do no wrong. When I was about 12, she suffered a stroke that left her with no short-term memory. She needed constant companionship, and I was often that companion. I spent a lot of time on weekends with her. I enjoyed those days and, as you might guess, I dreaded those days.

I understood the notion of service and duty but I didn’t look forward to it. Besides, being with a person with no short-term memory is difficult. We would talk but that was hard because she would forget the conversation as we were having it. We would watch TV but we couldn’t watch movies, dramas or anything with a plot. We watched variety shows, her favorite was “Hee Haw” and we watched cartoons. She had always seemed so serious so it was fun to see her laugh. We played a card game called Basada which appears to be the game Basra. At other times, she would nod off and I would do homework or work on models.

Now that I had this chess set, I could take it to her house. I was trying to learn to play better by reading a book of historic games. The book included the moves of these games along with some commentary. I would step through the game and try to understand the strategy. One day, after Sita fell asleep, I set up the board and began working my way through a game. After a while, Sita woke up and came into the dining room. She looked at the chess board and said “I know this game.” With an age-appropriate male attitude, I suggested that she probably was thinking of checkers.

She said “no, checkers, all men same. This game, men different” then she asked if I wanted to play with her. My first thought was how awful that could be. If she didn’t really remember how to play, there was no way I could teach her; I would have to explain the rules of chess to her every time it was her turn to move. So, continuing in my arrogance, I decided to test her. I asked her “do you remember how the men move?” She picked up a pawn and said “he moves slow.” OK, that’s not how I would have described it, but it was accurate.

I pointed to the rook and asked “what about him, the rook?” She said ‘he moves straight.” OK, now pointing to the knight, I asked again if she knew how it moved. She said: “crooked” and she drew an “L” in the air with her finger. I was surprised and I started to feel a little ashamed about testing her but I continued. I pointed to the bishop, and she seemed a little confused, I think she was also getting a little annoyed. She didn’t remember how the Bishop moved but she remembered that it had to stay on its color. Then, without my prompting, she picked up the king and the queen together.

She said “these are married.” I laughed a bit, thinking yes I guess they would be married. Then she said “in marriage, the man is important but the woman is strong” and she held the queen for me to see.

That made me think about her and how she had immigrated to this country from Syria when she was not much older than I was at that time. How her husband had died, leaving her with children as young as four to raise just as the Great Depression was about to begin. That this woman, with no marketable skills, a poor command of English and a limited understanding of the world around her managed to survive was impressive. That she had been able to provide for a family under those conditions was nothing short of remarkable. She was the picture of strength in my life.

We played chess. She remembered enough about the game to play without too many reminders and she managed to beat me on occasion. Playing with her made the chess set even more special and it was one more way we could pass the time without the constant reminder of her condition. The games would evoke memories from her childhood which she would share with me. Of course, she told the same stories over and over, but it didn’t matter. She remained in her role as grandmother; she told stories to pass along her knowledge and wisdom to her grandchild. During those games, she was taking care of me and the world was right again.

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  1. Picture – That’s the chess set I received from my grandmother. I never knew its origin but I like to think that it had been hers and that maybe it was one of the things she or her husband brought with them from Syria.


    1. Thank you. She lived to be 86, and, from what you’ve written, I think she would have agreed with your mother. I don’t think she had any enemies. Thanks for following and for taking the time to comment.


  2. Yes, Dan, by far one of the most beautiful of your posts that I have read and I was particularly struck by the words;

    “in marriage, the man is important but the woman is strong”

    The story of the struggles your grandmother had and the empathy and love you were able to show, providing her with that companionship she needed – feeling a bit ridiculous I find myself crying over it.




    1. I managed to make a few people sob. I have another post about my grandmother in the works. It’s about one of the most important lessons I learned from her, but it’s hard to pare it down to a good length. I enjoy that part of writing, working to get rid of what isn’t really necessary.


      1. I look forward to reading that post when you decided to press publish.

        In terms of the getting rid of what is not necessary – I wish I paid more attention to that myself.. lol.. It’s really very odd, because in my work, I can do that fantastically, but when it comes to blogging – I could write for days and put everyone to sleep.. lol

        I think I am getting better. I did read an excellent article by Stephen King about the use of words that take confidence out of our writing – great lessons in there.

        hmm might see if I can dig it up and share it :) – though trust me when I tell you, it’s not really something you need.. lol



    2. I should have added that she made the statement about men v women in the late 60’s as the women’s liberation movement was in full swing. She wasn’t really aware of that, but she was well aware of the historic strength of women, particularly those in immigrant families.


      1. I did a research project on the sexual trafficking of women and children and during that time had the opportunity to gain so much knowledge about women within immigrant families, their history. The generations of women who had suffered and supported and lead families through great difficulties.

        It’s frustrating to me the lack of empowerment women have within certain cultures. Without women, there is no community and the less woman involved in policy decisions, the more things seem to just go WAY off track for entire communities.

        Yes, Men play an important role, but so do women and together – much can be achieved with each playing a unique role that the other simply cannot.

        Thank you for sharing some more of your personal experiences.

        Miss Lou


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